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IT'S FINALLY OVER! wow... my 1st and probably the last esplanade performance is over...i'm rather shocked to know that the audience tot choir was rather loud...lolx coz of the mics...they blasted it. today i dun tink i sang as seriously as i did yesterday...yesterday i was really soOo nervous...on the verge of peeing in my pants.. lolx but today i was so relaxed loh...as if i'm in full run...anyway the audience today more supportive loh...they clapped louder n cheered louder...yesterday was lyk erm... =X

this is the last time i'll be performing wif cchs choir...sianz.. and i guess i wun see the stage manager...the director and the crew anymore...i wun be stepping into the backstage oredi...so sadz... actually when bof the shows ended...i felt lyk crying...so happy they were successful...but nobody seemed to be doing that...so i dun wanna be an extra loh.. but dunno y my mood wasn't very good these days... so when i left esplanade i dun really haf any feelings.. but now thinking back...it's really a fantastic experience...although it was lyk hell hiding at the backstage all day...so dark...chairs so hard...so boring..practically nth to do at all..cant tok much even... my throat got so tired singing...especially breathing in air-con room lidat...now i haf sore throat liaox.. really tired... i was tinking maybe during graduation i will cry... singing the sch song lyk i did yesterday n today.. feel so emotional...chung cheng is the place where i grew up...frm so childish pri 6 pupil to a more mature me now...this is the place where i spent my most important part of growing up stage...so many memories...happy n sad...i'll be really sad to say goodbye.. when i cum back after i graduate...i'll certainly visit new classroom block 4th floor... at the corner nearer to the lake... and search for the traces of the past.. will it still be there? no1 will ever see it..probably...

hMmz...my esplanade photos will be up here soon... check it out then!

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